I am back. I am at school with a full course load. I have no roommate- more space but it is very lonely. I have to give a 5 minute speech tomorrow. This will be my first speech EVER. All these years I have managed to get around talking in front of the class. Teachers always saw how nervous I was and got me out of it. But now I have oral communications- All WHOLE class about talking! AGH! I hope I don't freeze up or worse- CRY. No seizures since the beginning of june. I turn 21 in a couple wee...